hold on it is a long one
so since the begining of the year i have loved a girl, most of you know who it is,
and most of you might think "oh he is exagerating" or "yeah right, more like a crush"
but i'm not
i love this girl with every fiber left in my soul
i look at everyone i've ever cared for and then i think of her and it all just pales in comparison(spelling?)
i would die for her, end of story
there is a song by the proclaimers, called I'm Gonna Be (500 Miles) and the chorus goes as follows
"I would walk 500 miles
And I would walk 500 more
Just to be the man who walked 1,000 miles
To fall down at your door"
i hear this song and the lyrics that ring so true for me
anyway so last friday night i came to the conclusion that she doesn't like me back
my god, i ruined it
anyway when i found this out i went into the bathroom and threw up because i was so sick and disappointed (spelling?)
now i haven't slept in a month really, and i haven't eaten in three days
i've lost five pounds since friday
and friday she said that she wanted to talk to me on monday
today she did not say a single thing to me at all
i tried to eat lunch today
then i felt so uncomfortable and sick in math with her right there across from me not saying a thing that i threw up again when i told my math teacher that i had to go to the bathroom
i just couldn't stop it
i don't know what to do
i've lost everything that i've ever wanted
i'm so sick
ugh
dah dah dah dah dah dah dah dah dah dah dah dah
dun didle un didle un didle un didle ah dah dah
When I'm lonely...
I know I'm going to be I'm going to be that man who gets lonely without you







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