so if you don't know by now this is my story

hold on it is a long one

so since the begining of the year i have loved a girl, most of you know who it is,
and most of you might think "oh he is exagerating" or "yeah right, more like a crush"
but i'm not

i love this girl with every fiber left in my soul
i look at everyone i've ever cared for and then i think of her and it all just pales in comparison(spelling?)
i would die for her, end of story

there is a song by the proclaimers, called I'm Gonna Be (500 Miles) and the chorus goes as follows

"I would walk 500 miles
And I would walk 500 more
Just to be the man who walked 1,000 miles
To fall down at your door"

i hear this song and the lyrics that ring so true for me

anyway so last friday night i came to the conclusion that she doesn't like me back

my god, i ruined it

anyway when i found this out i went into the bathroom and threw up because i was so sick and disappointed (spelling?)

now i haven't slept in a month really, and i haven't eaten in three days

i've lost five pounds since friday

and friday she said that she wanted to talk to me on monday

today she did not say a single thing to me at all

i tried to eat lunch today

then i felt so uncomfortable and sick in math with her right there across from me not saying a thing that i threw up again when i told my math teacher that i had to go to the bathroom

i just couldn't stop it


i don't know what to do
i've lost everything that i've ever wanted

i'm so sick

ugh


dah dah dah dah dah dah dah dah dah dah dah dah
dun didle un didle un didle un didle ah dah dah

When I'm lonely...
I know I'm going to be I'm going to be that man who gets lonely without you